The Diary:Page One

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1.Simpleton

(claude s.)

Don't you know that it's over?
Don't you know that it feels so cold?
Can you see how it hurts me?
When indifference intervenes?
I don't mind...
Will you find your own way now?
Will you try to confront your pain?
Will you make yourself lonely?
Will you willingly take my lead?
I don't mind...
I don't mind...


2.Interleave

(claude s.)

You turn your eyes into mine
And i can see my cold reflection,
Smiling as if everything was faltering.
I could touch your skin so softly, as
The breath of winter calls me 'innocent.'
I hear you laughing...
I hear you crying...
As i watch your lips are moving,
Saying words that bring me closer.
If i shut my ears i hear them,
Echoing as if they were inside my head.
I hear you laughing...
I hear you crying...
I don't care about what they said,
All i want is to do is hold your hand,
See this through to the very end,
Never count the hours we've spent
As innocent.
If i smile, i weep inside...
If i laugh, i'm really frowning...


3.Because

(claude s.)

Because you're afraid,
You live in the darkness.
Because you're alone,
You think no one hears
You. but i'm still alive.
And i'm not afraid.
I'm still alive, and
I'm here to listen...
To anything you say,
Anything you need,
Anything you want,
Anything you plead,
Because i love you,
Because i love you,
And i'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid...
Not anymore...


4.Degenerate

(claude s.)

All this time i wondered why
And when did it go away.
Everything i told you then
Turned out into an empty space...
All my dreams, i watched them
Slip away from me in a haze.
You will cover all my shame
And trust with a sea of hate...
You let me down...
Mercy is a concept that my
Soul will not accept...
All the fury of a thousand
Wounds i will not regret.
All i know is all i feel, and now i
Can't seem to find, a pile of
Words, and all the broken glory
Of a bloody crime...
You let me down...
Trust is soulless as the ends of
Days that i used to see,
Like a picture in a book i've
Read but don't dare to look.
Degenerated by a thousand words
That you used to say,
Can't believe that in my mind i
Wanted you to stay...
You let me down...
You let me down...
You let me down...


5.Love Will Tear Us Apart

(joy division)

When the routine bites hard,
And ambitions are low.
And the resentment rides high,
But emotions won't grow.
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads.
Then love, love will
Tear us apart , again.
Why is the bedroom so cold,
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
And there's still this appeal,
That we've kept through our lives?
Then love, love will
Tear us apart, again.
Do you cry out in your sleep,
All my failings exposed?
There's a taste in my mouth,
As desperation takes hold.
Is it something so good,
Just can't function no more?
Then love, love will tear us
Apart, again. love, love will
Tear us apart, again.


6.Changes

(claude s.)

Different words upon the
Page, written faithfully like
Yesterday.
I'm still thinking of a past.
Just how long does this expect
To last?
I was once a simple man.
I had everything,
You understand?
All those things i chose inside,
Turned to blood and stone
From all the lies.

I will never be the same,
I will never be the same,
I will never be the same,
I will have seen the changes
Once again...

I will never be the same...


7.Promise

(claude s.)

If i could speak and call you
Friend, would you hear me to
The end?
We could see farther than the
Sun. we could pretend we
Were as one...
And if by chance i were to fall,
Would you help me or turn to
Go? and if the grace of all my
Dreams could settle parts of
You that scream...
I know what i could see in
You...
I know what i could be in you...
And if you promise to be home
You'll get to keep me till you're old...
And if the grace of all my
Dreams could settle parts of
You that scream...
I know what i can see in
You...
I know what i can be in you...
I know what i can see in you...
I know what i can be in you...


8.All Dreams Must End

(claude s.)

Many different meanings
Through the door, just when i
Thought there could be no more.
Turn like a poet desperately,
Writing words to fill this distant
Need...
Disintegration in my mind now,
Like an old book in my hand,
Turn the pages, read for hours,
It always comes to a close...
All dreams must end, even
Though i try to defend...
All dreams must die, even
Though i have these tears in
My eyes...tears in my eyes...
Tears in my eyes...


9.Contempt

(claude s.)

Sometimes all we want to do is
Die, 'cause everything they
Taught us was a lie.
No one cares for anyone you
Are. nothing to remind us of
How far all of us have gone to
Go nowhere, still an empty
Thought, a lonely chair.
Something has to change or
Simply break. before all of this
Madness overtakes...
It means nothing at all.
It means nothing at all.
Somewhere in the back of
Some one's mind, they sit
Around just waiting for a sign.
No one to believe or comprehend,
This feeling of injustice
Will not end. time is standing
Farther everyday. silence is
Achieved by what's not said.
Everything will end inside of
Me. everything will end up
With a scream.
It means nothing at all...
It means nothing at all...
We've lost all feeling...
Someone on the news has just
Been killed. all this need need for
Blood has been fulfilled.
I can see the weakness and
Decay, but i can't seem to
Make it go away...
It means nothing at all...
It means nothing at all...


10.Remember Me

(claude s.)

Take you're time, don't let the
Thoughts become your pain.
When they're gone you'll only
Find them all in vain.
Even though i said 'all dreams
Must die,' it paves the way for
All of those who want to try.
Take this, always keep it near
Your heart.
Take this, hope it finds its way
Inside.
Take this, let it stand where i
Must fall.
Take this, remember me...
Remember me...


11.Final

(claude s.)

...and so another evening
Comes to a desperate close.
No one to say goodnight to at
This hour...
I had a distant foresight of
What could have been real.
If only nothing faded, nothing
To be feared...

If i had a memory, if i had a
Thought to share, something to
Hold onto, something bright as
Stars...

There would be no final
Moments, this long wait for the
Dawn. another sun is rising
Where my soul seems to fall.

These are the final days...
These are the final days...
These are the final days...
These are the final days...
These are the final days...
These are the final days...